where should i go? [monologue] [mindtalking]

천국.

seriously? yeah.

why? idk, i don't like this world.

flat. no real expression from day to day.

no more sincere.

cold.

but, i..don't want to be an arrogant jerk.

i just trying to be more comfortable with this damn world.

 which is? can't be more like my self.

no one could understand.

so, where am i now? still at my dreams... i think

and..where should i go then? go to anywhere to catch your dreams.

okay.

do you think i am crazy? probably.

 i hate my self for being so weak, you know?

i tell you what, you should study until you are dying and pass the test to go to an architecture department.

well, what if i didn't make it? 

then, take a double major, english literature and design.
do what you loved dear, and success will follow, remember  that.

okay.

oh, don't forget, YOU SHOULD publish your own book,알지? 네,알게습니당~ ㅋㅋㅋ

힘내!!!! YOU CAN PASS THROUGH THIS ALL! YOU SHOULD. YEAH~ 광 광 광~ :)